Tuesday, July 24, 2007
GETTING PREGNANT


i am surprised by the mixed emotions, i feel it when i discovered that i am pregnant. usually there is a delight and amazement feeling, but so often this joy is clouded by anxiety, panic and even depression.

when we first found out, me and hub was over the moon (my mum and dad, even both my younger sis were overjoyed.. whereas my inlaws were in KL during that happy moment so the news was not delivered to them until the following week when they were back in singapore). buts seven weeks on, i suddenly aware of how much everything is going to change for both of us especially.

and i'm exhausted, i just want to sleep all the time. not only that, the feeling of having severe backache was really getting into my nerves.. but i knew somehow, i just need to endure the pain as this is all call "sacrification". i just can't imagine me having to go thru more than this as the weeks or months pass. (mum, now i can feel what you have felt before..)

reciting surah maryam and suray yusof was my daily routine..eating more fruits and veggies, soya and milk was my daily consumption.. i felt better now. i just felt a deep feeling of gratitude, even when I started throwing up, i was grateful!”

taking this moment to thanks all friends and families member for the wishes and insyaAllah will take good care of myself.

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